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Saturday, March 17, 2007

i know no one will read this but here goes.
everyone has a special someone
that special someone has a special someone of his own
when two specials happen to be the same person love comes about
when love comes about, there's hate, the hurt, the pain.
i'm sorry Lord for living my pri sch life not the way i wanted to.
i need a special someone someday somehow.
yes the world revolves around me.
it just so happens that they are around me and not connected to me.
I just happened to be caught in the middle of it all.
Thanks to the special yous who are out there.
reached out to me.
grabbed me.
i'm thrown into a world of another.
i still remembered when you said.
don't worry about me, i'm not depressed, i'm just really sad.
i'm sorry for not being me the last year.
i will not blame the stress, the complications and everything inbetween.
it was just me.
the smallest prints are the most important.
i'm been so materialistic,
never about friends.
i haven't been caring.
me me me and me.
**** me.
loneliness knows me by name
it made it's mark a year ago
and it hasn't gone away
how i wish i could let my past go and start anew
anew with you.

It reunited at 9:47 AM