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Sunday, July 29, 2007

i'm so afraid that i'm out of touch
how do you expect i know what to do
when all i know is what you tell me to.

if i turn my back i'm defendless
to go blindly seems senseless
if i hide my pride and let it all go wrong they'll take from me till everything is gone.

if i try my best to hide my fight
and to turn off my struggle that's inside
if i go alone and find that it's all wrong then how will you tell when i'm gone

i can try my best to do the thing i love
but what's inside will bring it above
to a place where it'll all begin and to that place where it'll all end

forgive me, if i sound so fake.
forgive me, if i caused you pain.
forgive me, if i'm still all the same
forgive me, when i say your efforts are in vain.
forgive me, if this all seems lame
forgive me, if this takes too much time
forgive me, if all these just sublimes
forgive me, if this all turns to grime

i don't know myself anymore.
i try so hard to keep me in me
guess it's useless.

It reunited at 9:07 AM