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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

so what if i'm in love with her?
hold it down nat, it isnt the time.
i can't be decieving myself forever
i hate the future. why can't it come now
i know he has The Plan.
and it's perfect and yada yada
i don't freaking get it okay.
and why the hell am i so emo.
i'm a guy for pit's sake.
i'm not supposed to be emo.
keep it to myself, drown it.
what goes up has got to fall.
nobody can fend for all
if i don't wanna do it this way
what are you going to do to me
what are you going to make me lay?
i won't.
so you very well get out of my life now.
i'll open it, type something, and before anything leaves my mouth
i'm shutted by reality.
i know deep inside that she's the one.
i just know it.
and i'm sure she feels the same way back
just why.
when will the bell ring and end this agony.
when.

It reunited at 9:09 AM