我再也等不下了，如果这是你心里所想象的‘爱’你就是无救了。

I know that no one cares about what i say. and i also know everyone thinks i'm a self indulged poser. i know i'm one. but why can't someone smack me in the face and tell me so. this time i need an alarm clock to wake me up. oh wait i forgot. no one gives a damn. something she said today struck me, "you're only whatever you want to be. so only if you want to be this person everyone hates and ignores and yet rumbles on and on in self pity, fine. i can't be bothered." then i'm sorry. give me time. the time i need so dearly but i don't have.