and 'cause everytime i watch the sun set
i stop and think to myself what have i done today
what sins have i commited,
how have i changed.
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i need a way out of this feeling. i don't know if it's nostalgia, or just me jacking myself. i want to change myself and i know i'm changing but i don't know into what. and that's scary. i wish i had control over my life, i wish i had control over what i do. i'm just sorry everyone. sorry