Lord please help me.
you know what i'm going through
how i'm virtually killing myself from the inside
how i fear of the others and what they think
i just don't know anymore Lord.
i have to act strong, pretend everything's fine.
and yet i feel something's changing within me
not for the better. and yet this is the result of keeping everything inside.
i can't take that any long and yet i know i have to
Lord please take my hand and show me the path.
Lord please help me so that i can help them
because i'm feeling so weak and lonely.
and yet i am to pretend the opposite.
please take away all of this wrong thoughts and fears Lord
because i know it's just me saying crap to myself
to myself.