because you know i'll never let you down
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i found a new meaning to life today.
although i'm super bogged down by everything still
i found a new motivation, like a new meaning
okay it's totally old. but it came out again
like watching daryl. how he manages his time
or like zhou kai. how he manages his time
it's so freaking inspirational. like you'll watch them
and start wow-ing at how much they get done.
hearing about the rest of the gang it's like
everyone's going through this. everyone's killing themselves
and me doing the same isn't going to help anyone.
and i know i can kick this
so why continue on it
like, yea.
so although i've been dreaming about all my stuff in school for
2 nights straight(hopefully not again)
i really really really REAAALYYY
want to push on.
i want to truely truely end this year by saying i did myself proud.