'cause you'll never put me down.
i'm not going to let you.
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i'm wishing i could turn back time and tell you how i feel. i'm wishing you could explain everything and remove this cloud above us. i wish you would stop dao-ing me everytime you're pissed. or you're not. if you're pissed, just tell me, you know i appreciate criticism. i can't live like this any longer. i can't take this. and i wish you'll love me as much as i do. and i hope you'll correct me whenever i'm wrong, not keep it inside, wait for it to grow and finally destroy us all. and i hope you'll be reading this knowing it's you. and i hope you find that this makes sense and you'll tell me how you feel. and i wish i knew how to express how i feel into words, but i can't. 我是有苦， 说不出。我是无法告诉你我心里所想的。i don't want this to end. not now, not ever. i guess i'm supposed to have trust and faith in you and all, but i'm sorry i just can't swallow that now.
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today, um. i really have nothing to say.