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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

sometimes i wonder why can't humans

be as pure and innocent as animals

don't think too much, don't have a conscious mind

just walk the path God set for us in the beginning of time.

he looks like a weazle huh.

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erm everything's going out of control again. rawr. okay so there's council investiture rehearsals tomorrow. GO 35th HSC! okay anyway. um yea then there's the ITE robocup challenge which i'm totally screw for. but i'll try my best. there's OM, which we're quite stuck at. but yea. um then there's think quest which i think we can just don't do liao la everyone slacking. then there's IvP. everyone's brainstorming now, yea. ummm okay then there's periscope and photnics ace for science and the whole list for english and pascal triangle for math. mhm mhm. just listing out not to get myself confused.

argh screw! i wanna like learn new chinese words consistently but i'm so freaking lazyyy. and i'm like so confused with so much stuff going on and all. what's more Lucas called telling me the totally awesome news that doesn't add to the confusion at all that i'm in for sec1 symposium. argh. oh. and he didn't give any details. thankzxz. but there's a meeting with Mr Colin Toh tomorrow, so yea. I like Mr Toh(most of us call him Colin Toh, but nah.) he's a really really nice/good/funny at times/interesting math teacher. and he's also council mentor. and if i join SLC. even better, teacher in charge. i'll be seeing him 24/7 la. i think this year i'm like very very blessed. got alot of awesome teachers. like all my teachers are good teachers and they aren't fierce! (most of the time at least) so fun. i think this year i'm like way more alert in class, maybe it's because it's just the beginning of the year, but i'm like way more alert because when i get out of laziness and like recap what i've learnt in the day i actually can recall quite abit. some of them needs like revision, as in going back and reading again, but yea. ahhhhh everything's making me super confused. my capacity is so low la =(.

I NEED MUSIC! like i've began to like switchfoot. haha um yea and i need new music. and i need sleep. no matter what time i sleep i'll wake up super tired la. it's like no fun at all. pouts. i'm complacent. yea. i know. trying to change though. sigh robotics and investiture rehearsal tomorrow. hope it's fun. i need daryl to give me the best crash course ever in BasicX. or my group's totally screwed for this competition. sigh don't know how we're gna survive this year and next without them. it's time for us to step up into their shoes and get those awards, hold those traditions. which like totally isnt easy. especially for me and Shun Git. championshippp. hehe. i must go to atlanta this year.MUUUST. erm erm what else happened today. oh yea i made a point to blog differently, not to be emo and all and to actually talk about the day. not random stuff like, Lucas is confusing. yea. erm yea. hope i get through tomorrow well. -plonk-

most people say we're geeks. and others just say we're totally 费。有的还说我们是没有前途的。每个人头认为robotics是很容易的，不用才华而可以获得冠军。他们都认为我们天是在有冷气的房间玩耍。but i think it's total bull. i mean most people think drums are easy. until they try it. robotics to me isnt so much about how smart/dumb you are. it's like, more about spirit. all people get to see of robotics is the end result or a robot doing a mission/failing a mission. no one sees the blood sweat and tears that goes on behind the scenes. and i mean literally blood sweat and tears. it's 1.5 months of total crap and errors and fustration and injuries and heart breaks and tears for every competition. every competition is different, every competition brings about new lessons, new experiences. so for those of you who want to mock people in robotics, you may do so only if you can come over and prove to me that you can survive wrecking your brain for 48-60 hours straight even eating and brain wrecking and crying and feeling discouraged and picking yourself up, you have the right to mock. and that doesn't even take into account the mental effort for robotics itself. so just shut up alright?

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