我们在一个黑的盒子里。
世界不理我们，
我们看不到他们。
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time's getting rough and life isnt going to be that easy anymore. back then i loved the smell of the flowers every morning, and how the sound of the world spun me round with joy, in just how diverse the world is, how amazing it is. and now, i can't even bare to spend 4 seconds to take note of the colour of the world today. i'll take 1 second to get fustrated, 2 to tell myself i shouldn't be fustrated over such things and 3 to kick myself to move. and soon another 4 competitions will come at once sending me into nights after nights of no sleep. and i'm already running low and sleep time. forget it.
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i said i love you
you said get lost
i said you mean the world to me
you said i'm not worth it
i said i'm going to try my best to get there
you said you couldn't care less.
i said it's okay you'll learn
you said it's okay i don't have a teacher.
i said you might not understand this, but it's okay
you said i don't and i don't care.
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we went to blackbox for chinese drama today, super cool. everything's black in there. chinese drama's cool man. then it was parent symposium after school, btw i think Mr Toh dislikes me already. dammit. um yea okay so wait before that, during english Miss Soh expressed her feelings towards the class' maturity, finally. and it wasn't pretty. but whatever. some kids will never grow up. then um, yea symposium. was really fun, learnt ALOT. not really in the mood to do anything or to feel or have emotions so like, whatever.