and the light rays fly through the dropping raindrops.

well maybe all i need is a little time and space, a little air in the head, a little chance to catch my breath. why am i treated differently. and we'll all be here together as 1, trying to live up to our name as leaders, and yet we'll all fall to the bottom, struggling in desperation with choked up heads all day, to get to the top. when the new toppers are people who play and slack around all day. why is life this way. screw it.

call me weird but i don't know why, i just want to escape the world with some rhythm and rhyme, and try to find my own time. i'm too rushed, i'm trying so hard and yet i'm failing. i already told you before i can start caning myself when i fail at something. it isn't easy this time.