because i'm afraid]
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i don't understand why happiness is just like a rivermirror. sometimes it's there, shining, telling the world it's there and spreading the light like a mirror. but it has to seep through the rocks and disappear at one point of time or another, and it takes ages to come back. i'll just sit here in this corner, like detached from the world. i'm sure i won't be missed anyway so whatever. i read somewhere that maturity comes when you start putting people before yourself. but what happens when you let people before you consume your everything, putting you down all the time, using you. argh whatever. back with the facade and the mask.