i just wish it didn't have to end.

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um, today. today today. i read through my last post and started thinking like, what the hell am i saying. then the whole scoldyourself thing started. grah i don't know. whatever, i'm still a loser and a poser so i guess life's great. i don't know. i really really really really don't. like, grah whatever i shall just dao it. anyway school's back on tomorrow and it's a monday. and there isn't violin. so i'm like almost completely free. huray!. but i'm staying back till 4:30 to mug with pn. umm, yeaa robotic stuff haven't arrived so things are starting to heat up. you know, i'm worried for hsien. and mike. wait. i'm worried for (hsien. and mike) and (nicolette [btw i still haven thought of what to call you. grah]) and (Mrs Ann and Vic) and (amanda about her super late unseen prose, yes i'm psychic). mhm mhm okay don't wanna talk about the whole hsien mike saga, since i'm probably not allowed to anyway. ah i don't knowwwwwwww i don't know what i don't know which makes me super don't know. grah i'll just sleep soon. whatever. i seriously hope once school slaps me in the face again i'll stop emoing.

11 days.