i'm taking a chance with life

i'm taking a step with this

i'm leaving life behind.

i need you, all of you to correct me. please don't get pissed. and if you do, just scold me. i need a beating, i need a wake up call. i'm just sorry.

packing up to leave for australia has made me realise just how much i go through everyday. not as in, how much tough stuff because i've finally got past my foolish stage and i now know how blessed a person i am. i realised how much of the stuff i get in contact with everyday i take for granted. i take the friends i piss off over msn everyday with my stupid attitude for granted. i take my ipod for granted, i take the ability to run down get a camera and take some random shots for granted. i don't know. i'm going to miss everything, everyone. and hopefully after coming back from a missionary school i would have enough time to reflect and think through what i've been doing, good and mostly bad.