it amazes me, how selfish i can get. how i can be a total jerk all the time. how i can just speak tactlessly all the time. how i hurt everyone around me. when you read this and think this is untrue, or true. please like completely scold me the next time you find me being a jerk. i don't want to hurt anymore. argh, screw this.

we're drifting. i won't let this happen.