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the night is so long, and everything's changing.

have you ever felt like you can't really be yourself. that you're like insecure of yourself, and revealing your true self to other people. and when you go high, and forget the facade you're supposed to put up, and people peek into your true self. do you feel insecure after that and start apologising.

everyone feels that way, and everyone knows everyone else feels that way. and yet no one wants to break the ice. because i'm sure if everyone shows their true self to everyone else, everyone would accept the 'true' each other. and it's just this infinite loop that goes on and on and on forever. i can't stand it. if i'm different, or weird to you. please tell me. if i'm a loser or i piss you off/annoy you/diao you in anyway please please tell me again. i want to know where i go wrong when i go.

argh life's getting tougher. when will this road u-turn.