it's 4am now, (probably jet lag la must make use of it) i dreamt of you last night, weird, but yea. it made me realise just how much i love you. not the fact that i dreamt of you because i get random dreams all the time, but, ahh i just don't know. something tells me you'll know it's you when you read it but whatever. it also made me realise just have special you are to me. and throughout my life, other than maybe my family(not my sis though) you have made the most impact in my life. infact, getting to know you was one of the huge turning milestones in my life and i'm not at the place i want to be in yet, and most of the times i feel ashamed of it infront of you. but i'm trying. i don't know, just, thank you and i love you.

okay now i'm starting to like worry about eehsien all over again. cheer up okay. be down, but don't stay down :D. ummm okay so from now till i leave at 7:30, i shall go try to understand the byte and pin and stuff on the basicx board and um drink some coffee and um, probably copy and paste my local C drive onto my hard disk to transfer over to D30 later. hahah i named my tablet D30. SO COOL RIGHT. grah i hate being up at 4am posting. firstly, i always feel like my english is rotten at 4am which it probably is as you can tell. and like i'm always emo at 4am. i don't know maybe it's like the gravity of the moon affecting my moodal tides or something. ah whatever. i hereby vowe to make this holiday a social and fun one. oh yes and coffee makes me think weirdly. oh i also vowe to use proper standard english as far as possible from the next post onwards. (um, la allowed). okay i'm going bonkers.

goodbye earthly beings