it's saturday again.

1week since i came back to singapore and decided i want to really enjoy this holidays and only stress when work comes back in the school term. it seems that everytime i expect myself to have a good time, everything possible and impossible will happen.argh i can't stand it. i just try to let go for 2 days, and everything's screwed up already. overdue homework hanging over my head, not being sure what homework we have in the first place. being super freaking late for OM and IvP. robotics, i wanted to get it done by this hols. look at what's happened. council, all that bullshit happening. and now Mr Toh wants to scold me + get me to do another video and if that one isnt funny enough i'm screwed. argh. sometimes i just want to pull out of everything, won't life be better that way. i don't know, sometimes all it takes is a trigger for everything to start going from painful to suffering. yea then there's me, the guy who scolds myself for scolding myself for scolding myself for being so pathetic. making me more pathetic. Lord, i need strength because i'm so weak and pathetic and i can't handle this by myself